rmb the tree that i used to hug when i was way too high tad night?
nah.just something random
but i was thinking of it all the way home.

"breathe in so deep
breathe me in
i'm yours to keep
and hold onto your word
'cos talk is cheap
and rmb me tonight
when you're asleep"
fall for you-

tired.exhausted.wadever
seriously.i thought the fri long rest can last until today
but oh wells.
mavis.i think i'm stoning more than understanding
and and and.how come i'm seeing so many ncps people there
or am i just imagining??????

bestest.
i hope you read this :D
yesyes.many thanks for yst msn-webcam-call
haven laughed so hard for uh.weeks-months?
i'm sorry ok for sleeping when you're talking
although you're having a longer day than me.
i promise(try lurh)not to do that the next time
but as usuall.i need my sleep luh.
anyw.you better come for bday clebration with usual bunch
and i want to watch childish movie with you soon.idc must treat me ok :D
oh.and i'm not ibab!!!!!!!!

dont think i;m talking sense
chiong chem a while.sleep.tml morning go run!!
i'm feeling fatter nowadays.mmm

jalan kayu for dinner later :D
chiong-ing chem now.eeew.

yesyes.we got lost there before.
some things make me smile like retard just now
sweetest.

met dee in the aftn.
yupps.long since meetups.
shopped round uh.where's tad place?loyang something
uhhuh.then din manage to get pressie for k
we seriously need to go out soon again
after your prelims ok!!!!
yesyes.was updated about bdae and co guy
haha.some parts were quite erm...haha
laughed all the way back :D
and i'm still waiting for my loveletter!!!!
no pics cos dee is feeling unglam?
mug hard hurh!

lazy to blog.
i shall cont with hmwk
sleep early and go jog tml!
i need morning call
i cant rmb when it was
but i think you used to give me morningcall
mm.not musicboy.i mean someone else
and yes.i miss that.

i want big bimbo sunglasses.

ewww.i dont feel like going sch tml
my body is aching for i dunno what reason
and i'm so going to throw up any time soon
rahhs.i shall see how tml
off to catch some zzz

i dunno why we're even cam-whoring in tuition
but still.haha.
all attempts failed cos abnormal always disturb the shot.
haha.had really good laugh at all those crap.
:D
i think we should sit near them again next time.hehe

okok.the focus of this pic is not xh, or the guys sleeping at the back
but its abnormal
omg.he looks like he's looking suspiciously at the poor guy beside him
haha.we keep laughing over this pic
totally! :D

this is totally random
but i just realised tad the lift's mirror has this weird texture
and its looks nice :D
oh.and i know my shirt is way oversized!

parents are back
food!
new shorts and bag.woohoo
all roxy stuff <3
sadly one shorts is too small :(
i'm going to do situp or wadever and fit into that shorts.
i dont care!!!
no more oreo-choc for leonie then.rahhs.
good night everybody :)

okok.this is for GEORGINA!
i know you're reading ok.
its your fav ad.muahaha
i feel so evil posting this up.lol

anyw.boring day
parents back tml.which is good
cos there will be finally food in the house
and my dad is buying bag and uh clothes i hope for me
wheee.seriously, i hope they have a fun time tgt
awwwww. so sweet

okok.this post is so random.
i really dunno wad to blog.
but seriously.i'm all high again cos of musicboy's sms
which is totally random to me
but still,haiis.i wonder why i always feel this fuzzy feeling
tell me how i'm supposed to sleep???

tml is monday and i'm seriously having monday blues

dino in the clouds

start of cam-whoring in vivo :D

wanted to skip the assembly but still went in the end
if i skip tad i'll prolly not see bp
its just a brief glance.a wave and a smile
but that's enough.for now.
though i miss meetups like mad
but yeah.i'll study 10hrs just to have 1hr meetup with you.fair?
half day of sch yst since there's commendation
ended up watching dark knight at ps with GEORGINA :D
(moo.pls dont be jealous! )

was really impromptu.but it was fun.
haas.first time watch movie with geo.
bought tixs and we went to times to look at books.
but in the end, we're like testng each other on indo language
muahaha.its hilarious i tell you.
esp when some guy keep looking at geo and uh.i think secretly laugh to himself.
okok.lol.

show was quite sadist at some parts and the starting i was so lost
but kinda get the storyline at later part
i know i'm uber slow ok
the music was really nice at some parts.esp before the batman fly from some tall building.yesyes.some of the tracks was fab.
and the show was frigging longggggggggggggg.
like 2.5 hrs
went back after tad cos georgina got camp at 6
cello-ed.

another rehearsal today
not that i'm complaining.
got all the parts right
we know when to start, where the funny ending is.
and we pathatically stuck scores using bluetack on the wall cos there's no stand.
more practices to come.but the song is real nice
though the sch's cello dont sound nice at all
its doesnt sound mellow and rich
rather it sounds like some creaking cupboard
rahhs.no matter how much rosin i put i doesnt help :(
just someone pls go operate and heal that cello.
then walked back with joshua.yupps.
first time chatted.haha.talked bout random stuff like GP?
lol.okok.then home-d.
boring day

planned to go jog but moo got podium
my legs are aching anyw
lazy leonie
oh.i want to go donate blood before i turn 17.i dont care
pls let me not be underweight!
i need to start studyinggggg!

the workload's increasing at omg rate
i need to finish us composition, both music and cl asap
and chemistry is driving me mad!
knowing promos is coming real soon doesnt help much either
meeting moo tml.guess tads something worth looking forward too :D
sight reading is a killer.rahhs

sometimes i dunno wad i'm thinking
at times i'm convincing myself that he's the ONE,
the ONE worth 4years of wait
the ONE worth every single sleepless nights.
yet at times, i'm convincing myself that there'll be another betterguy
someone that is better than him
dotes me more, perhaps loves me more.
i'm contradicting myself
and i wonder if i can still see him before school.
you're everything i've ever wanted.

today after school was FUNNY!
walked back with gabriel and oliver
so both of them kept saying music boy all the way
thanks to jacksony ar.
lol.make me blush in math class.
damn paiseh i tell you!
and like they keep asking me brig him out during class outing and intro to them
aaaaargh.no lurh!
like tad how can he be my well-kept secret?lol
worse, oliver says he'll wait in bk station to see who music boy is
haha.my class damn scandalous.but yeah.i love them all anyw
p.s. my class rank for math: 1st.
p.p.s. this is so unbelievable! judging that our msg is 3.6something but ohwells.woohoo :D

guess i'm really thinking of you during math
guilty as accused.
idk why, but i always got a feeling that you're so near me
it makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over
and yeah.
for the whole day.i cant help but smile to myself
the feeling is totally love.

QUIZ TIME!
just metup with musicboy
omg.for 2.5hours.tads really loong
considering that our metups are usually like halfhour only
boy.those eyes.
i bet you dont know its uber gorgeous.
i like :
the way you stare at me when i'm sleeping
the way you smile at me the moment i opened my eyes
the way i asked you to study and you said 'not when you're here'
the way you rejected all your phone calls just to pei me
the way you wake me up.haha.
and the best part.i know you dont have a gf. =] at least its confirmed now.lol
anyw.back to the quiz!

Qns; The person who tagged you is?
xinhui. aka bleahx or 豆

Qns; What is your relationship with him/her/them?
bestest sister.someone that can tolerate my nonsense and yet love me for the way i am.4years and counting ehhs. :D

Qns; Your 5 impressions of him/her/them?
since i think i know her kinda well.here goes:
bubbly on the outside, yet sometimes lost in the inside.
love him a that too much, but its ok.
a loyal friend.someone i talk to about musicboy and yeah, high ignoring powers when leonie is too high.correct?

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
many.but right now these are what i can think of:
surprise bday 'celebration' for me last year.disappearing during co to chat about i-forget-what. too-too-train and got lost retardedly with me and bkor.love letters.the smile :D

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
uh.kinda impossible.both of us are unfortunately unavailable for each other.lol

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on?
i dunno.ask her guy.

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ..
talk it out.quarrel.cold war.fight(nope.dont think its tad extreme).dont talk to each other but be bestest again at the end of the day.

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
uh.different opinion and pririoty?

Qns; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her/them now is?
hug her and say i love you.

Qns; Your overall impression on him/her?
one word: bestest
three words: BFF. i know i'm kinda old for this bff thing.but then again..

Qns; How do you think people around you will feel about you?
i dont really care actually.wads impt to me is the feelings of those people i love
but i guess it will be to bubbly, too high, too emo, too nonsense-illogical at times.

Qns; The character you love of yourself are ...
persitance.the way i'll fight for the things i really want and never letgo that easily.

Qns; On the contrary, the character you hate dislike yourself are ...?
blurness.stubborness.

Qns; The most ideal person you want to be is?
passionate.someone chasing her passion and what she believes in.carefree yet independent.finally able to love and be loved, someone unafraid to sacrifice.

Qns; For people who care & like you, say something about them.
i love them back too.

Qns; Pass this quiz to 10 people
1.musicboy
2.bestest
3.moo
4.dc daddy
5.mummy
6.dee
7.abnormal2
8.weiwen
9.evon
10.jp

Qns; Who is number six having relationship with ?
no idea.but her relation with bdayguy is getting dangerously too close?
oh wells.tell me what's going on with both of you when me meetup!

Qns; Is 9 a male or female?
female.duh!

Qns; If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
uh.i dont think that will ever happen.

Qns; How about 5&8 ?
nah.one's attached and the other one is gaga-ing over __ :D

Qns; What's number 2 studying about?
psychology

Qns; When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
yst.had a really fun time with her. :D

Qns; Is number 4 single?
no idea.i think so.

Qns; Talk something casually about number 1
i just metup with him and yeah.i'm still feeling the heart-skip-a-beat kind of feeling.he appears often enough in my dreams and in reality, i love his hugs the most.he's not imaginary unlike roarke and i'm secretly, or maybe openly, infatuated/in love with him since four years ago, and tads freaking a long time.

done!
the side-effects of meetup is feeling so empty the moment i dont see him
oh boy.i'm glad we metup.

caught this yst:interesting and really cool show bout blackjack21
the gambling/counting scene in vegas casino are super love
p.s. the guy in the middle is me and tsaohui's latest candyy!

had loads of fun with moo today
seriously,fun is totally not the waord used for tuition
but today's session s really cool
like those story telling lurh.
then after tad go hunt for her fren's pressie
and went to my house to eat my grandma's lormee.yummy

anyw.this week is rather.mmm.awesome.haha
saw bp everyday and like if we dont, we text each other
ok.cancel tad.he texted me
haha.damn high. :D
thought i screwed by not going his house yst though its not my fault
but am going tml! :D
hope it wont be the last.
wooohhooo. *smile smile to myself
i cross my fingers and pray that you'll finally tell me those words i long to hear.
music boy.
an open secret.a mystery to many.
i wonder if he knows tad he's always on my mind
" 如果你有相同感受
感受到有种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔　"

haunted house was awesome!
even though the guys played zombie for like 4 hours almost nonstop,
even though some of the props fell apart/broke,
even though the basement wasnt exactly the most comfy place,
even though we prepared this like only this week,
everything, i mean it, everything was worth it
everyone was great,did our job and stuffs
and we earned 750plus bucks.hurray! :D
more updated next time.i'm dead beat
p.s. i cant believe i play the nurse.oh wells

lets see.quite a few things happened today
skirt got caught.eee.so i need to go find i-dunno-who tml morning :(
cleared cl oral.manage to go through it smoothly
hope distinction is mine
asked mr lee about going back hico as my 1st cca and chamber as 2nd
he agreed.woohoo.i got the best of both world.hehe
saw music boy in the morning.
he let me hear his uh.rock music?
shane kept suaning me in the morning
then gabriel even better.ask me go call musicboy
then say hi and byebye.3words is n improvement to them
hello.i talke to musicboy dunno how many words every morning?!? -.-
created a new word: leonie-ism
yesyes.that's how i rule my world ok! :D
and i dreamt of him yst.
i forget its about wad.
i'm scared everytime its a nice dream cos they say reality is the opposite
i'm scared everytime its a nightmare cos he's not there.
but then again.i screwed this whole thing in the first place.mmm